u gave me spirit to move on

today i go shopping with my family. yeah we(my siblings n i) spend a looott! yeah a looott! hmm, when i see all the bills (the stationary, begs, shoes, school fees) im very-very shock weyh! can't imagine our bills (there is three of us) is nearly RM1000! OMG! its a huge amount of money! now i know why my parent always n always n always n always want me to study very-very-very hard. its because if im not highly educated, i will suffer in my future. the world are getting worst! everything is soo expensive and soo ridiculous. i can't imagine what i will be and what i will do in my future. sumpah, i want money and i need money very much! but, when it comes to something that i love and like, i became very generous. shit! i hate that!

weyh, in the future i will need cars to move around, i need cloth to cover my body, i need house as a shelter, and the most importantly is i need food to survive. all those things, need money to get it. okeyh, to get money, i mean a lot of money i need to be a very educated person. a highly educated person. when im educated, i mean im very gallant in such things, people will hired me with a high numeration. wahhh, i want to be like that! please pray for me. im begging you

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ya allah ya tuhanku, kabulkan lah doa ku ini, ya allah ya tuhanku, senagkan lah kehidupanku di masa kini, masa hadapan dan masa matiku. ampunkan dosaku, ampunkan kesilapanku, ampunkan kealpaanku ya allah. amin amin amin ya rabbal a lamin